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addictive
I throw all of your stuff away. I’m gonna clear you out of my head. I tear you out of my heart.
And ignore all your messages. I tell everyone we are through. 'Cause I'm so much better without you.
But it’s just another pretty lie. 'Cause I break down.
Every time you come around. So how did you get here under my skin? I swore that I'd never let you back in.
Should have known better in trying to let you go. 'Cause here we go go go again.
Hard as I try I know I can't quit. Something about you is so addictive.
We're falling together. you'd think that by now I'd know. cause here we go go go again.


Thursday, December 30, 2010, 7:31 PM
Balloon face

I am so bored at home. I never did realise time passes so slowly on weekday afternoons when I'm supposed to be working at Kumon. I miss my kiddos, I see the time & I'll be like thinking, this is the time that Hui Ling comes in. & I think I was supposed to be at High Level today which I sort of miss.

Actually I do have things to do like tidying my room, packing the stocks & such but I just don't feel like doing anything.

My face is currently as swollen as a balloon pumped full of air. I never once thought my face was small or slim (which it isn't) but now that I see the extent it can swell too, I realise that my face isn't actually that big. Perspective makes such a difference.

Tomorrow's the last day of 2010 & here I am, stuck with a swollen & peeling face. But I chose to undergo this for a nicer future, so hopefully 2011 will be better. I just hoped that the swelling will go down a little tomorrow because despite the doctor's orders, I'm heading out.

Yes, to an afternoon of picnic & kite flying somemore when I should be avoiding the sun like it's the devil. & then, a dressier dinner buffet in the evening. I can't help it, I'm looking forward to celebrating the end of 2010 with my girls.

But I'm not really that nonchalant, I'm going to slather sunblock copiously on my face tmr, borrow PX's huge sun hat & drape a shawl around my face like a burqa to protect my poor peeling skin. I'm more worried about the dinner actually, because that get up definitely won't work at a restaurant. I guess I just have to hope for dim lightnings, shall ask the girls to let me have the seat in the darkest corner of our table.

I guess this means no photographs tmr? :( Maybe, or I'll just do all those twist actions by my face to make it look smaller. Any suggestions?