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addictive
I throw all of your stuff away. I’m gonna clear you out of my head. I tear you out of my heart.
And ignore all your messages. I tell everyone we are through. 'Cause I'm so much better without you.
But it’s just another pretty lie. 'Cause I break down.
Every time you come around. So how did you get here under my skin? I swore that I'd never let you back in.
Should have known better in trying to let you go. 'Cause here we go go go again.
Hard as I try I know I can't quit. Something about you is so addictive.
We're falling together. you'd think that by now I'd know. cause here we go go go again.


Saturday, October 31, 2009, 12:24 AM
Grades & Me

I care about grades. Not to the point where if I get lousy grades, I will feel like dying. At most I'll feel disappointed with myself for a few hours. Not to the point where studying is the most important thing in my life (far from it!). But I do care.

Which is why I want to get good grades. Which is why I study and put in much effort in my assignments. Which is why when I get good grades, I will want to share it with others. I think I get affirmation and confidence from my grades cos it is one of the few areas I do quite okay in. I might not be very nice or charming or pretty or whatever, but at least I do relatively well for my studies. At least it is an area, where my ego gets a bit of pampering.

The thing is, when you share your good grades with others, they tend to think you're boasting or whatever. Maybe I am, just a littleeee XD But on the whole, pls know that I'm just trying to feel better about myself. I'm not trying to put anybody down or showing how superior I am. I'm really not. It's nothing to do with anybody else but everything to do with boosting my own self confidence in terms of studies. & it's not like I won't share it too when I get lousy grades. I'll ask you how you did and I'll tell you if I get an A, I'll do the same too if I get B or C or D or even F.

Getting good grades doesn't mean you're smart. There are many factors involved but mostly getting good grades just means you know how to study and you happen to be lucky that the questions given are what you can answer.