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addictive
I throw all of your stuff away. I’m gonna clear you out of my head. I tear you out of my heart.
And ignore all your messages. I tell everyone we are through. 'Cause I'm so much better without you.
But it’s just another pretty lie. 'Cause I break down.
Every time you come around. So how did you get here under my skin? I swore that I'd never let you back in.
Should have known better in trying to let you go. 'Cause here we go go go again.
Hard as I try I know I can't quit. Something about you is so addictive.
We're falling together. you'd think that by now I'd know. cause here we go go go again.


Sunday, June 21, 2009, 6:46 PM
NUS rejects

tearing the nus rejection letter into pieces makes me feel slightly better.

even when you expect it, rejection hurts. not to mention its really demoralizing.

even though i knew it would be hard for me to get into local unis with my average poly results (esp considering that they have less places for poly students), secretly, deep down in my heart, i had a flicker of hope that i would somehow get in. i decided to go ahead with the applications because there's nothing to lose, right?

yeah, nothing. except maybe a little of your self esteem.

but i am thankful & grateful that i still have another option open to me which i don't mind pursuing.

its just that one acceptance offer doesn't erase or make me feel better about two rejections.