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addictive
I throw all of your stuff away. I’m gonna clear you out of my head. I tear you out of my heart.
And ignore all your messages. I tell everyone we are through. 'Cause I'm so much better without you.
But it’s just another pretty lie. 'Cause I break down.
Every time you come around. So how did you get here under my skin? I swore that I'd never let you back in.
Should have known better in trying to let you go. 'Cause here we go go go again.
Hard as I try I know I can't quit. Something about you is so addictive.
We're falling together. you'd think that by now I'd know. cause here we go go go again.


Friday, January 23, 2009, 11:56 PM
tight grasp

when I was young, somebody gave me a handful of folded stars. I loved the stars and decide to grasp them tightly in my hand so I wouldn't lost them on the way home.

but I grasped the stars so tightly they start to go out of shape. at the end when I reached home, the folded stars were but flattened pieces of paper.

no matter what I did, I couldn't make the stars go back to their original shape. even though I loved and treasured the stars, there was nothing I could do now.

it's natural to want to hold tight the things that matter to you, but when you hold them too tightly, you might end up suffocating them.

why is it so hard to achieve a balance between treasuring something and giving it sufficient space?