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addictive
I throw all of your stuff away. I’m gonna clear you out of my head. I tear you out of my heart.
And ignore all your messages. I tell everyone we are through. 'Cause I'm so much better without you.
But it’s just another pretty lie. 'Cause I break down.
Every time you come around. So how did you get here under my skin? I swore that I'd never let you back in.
Should have known better in trying to let you go. 'Cause here we go go go again.
Hard as I try I know I can't quit. Something about you is so addictive.
We're falling together. you'd think that by now I'd know. cause here we go go go again.


Tuesday, December 09, 2008, 6:03 PM
the friendship changes

it's strange. the people who mattered to you for the past few years are now, you realised, people whom you don't know much about.

you don't know who their new friends are, and they don't really know yours. you don't know what they like to watch now, they don't know whose music you're currently playing over & over again on your mp3. they don't know what's going on in your life and you have no idea what they are going through. all you get is the occasional updates, chats and outings.

of course, nothing can erase that old sense of comfort and familiarity you feel when you're with them. but also nothing changes the fact that you now play less of a part in their life, you're relegated to a new role. of course you could still be as important to them, maybe even more important but it's just different now.

everybody changes. changes can be good or bad, depending on how you see it, where you're standing at and how you receive it.

no matter how much you like to deny you changed, the fact is, everything you experience everyday helps to shape you in a little bit. the books you read, the people you meet, the events you been to and been through, the things you see.

i just want to know: when, a few years later, we all have been through changes and are subtly, not exactly the same persons as we were when we met a few years ago, what happens?