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addictive
I throw all of your stuff away. I’m gonna clear you out of my head. I tear you out of my heart.
And ignore all your messages. I tell everyone we are through. 'Cause I'm so much better without you.
But it’s just another pretty lie. 'Cause I break down.
Every time you come around. So how did you get here under my skin? I swore that I'd never let you back in.
Should have known better in trying to let you go. 'Cause here we go go go again.
Hard as I try I know I can't quit. Something about you is so addictive.
We're falling together. you'd think that by now I'd know. cause here we go go go again.


Friday, February 01, 2008, 11:00 PM
whatever

i never said this before, but i mind.
you might not know it, but i mind.

i mind feeling like i'm not good or likeable (or whatever it is) enough for you.
i mind that you don't really seem to enjoy the times we spent together.
i mind feeling like i'm doing everything to keep the friendship while you seem like you'll do fine without it.

i thought of you as one of my closest friends, but in the end, when it comes to this, i realise, we don't really know each other do we? do you really know me? do i really know you either?

suddenly, you seem like a stranger to me.

you might still think everything is the same in our friendship, but well, i think you're wrong.

because somehow, everything that really really matter, has changed.



they say you are only alone if you dislike the person you are with when you are by yourself.
no wonder i feel alone sometimes.