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addictive
I throw all of your stuff away. I’m gonna clear you out of my head. I tear you out of my heart.
And ignore all your messages. I tell everyone we are through. 'Cause I'm so much better without you.
But it’s just another pretty lie. 'Cause I break down.
Every time you come around. So how did you get here under my skin? I swore that I'd never let you back in.
Should have known better in trying to let you go. 'Cause here we go go go again.
Hard as I try I know I can't quit. Something about you is so addictive.
We're falling together. you'd think that by now I'd know. cause here we go go go again.


Saturday, September 09, 2006, 1:12 PM
loving urself.

i saw this on de web jus now when i was aimlessly surfing.

Whenever someone asks, "Where have all the nice guys gone?"
A former-nice-guy is there to answer: "They got heartbroken so bad, they figured no one wanted a nice guy anymore. So they changed."<br>

ish dat really true? you noe de saying, "nice guys always finished last." ish de saying sho true dat nobody wans a nice guy anymore? not really up to debating tis at de moment sho i'll jus file it away as food 4 thought. =)

sometimes, i really wonder, how can sum ppl love themselves sho much to the pt that their whole world really revolves around themselves & dey tink ppl's world shld revolve around dem too while sum ppl don't love themselves at all?

okies, i noe these ppl are those really extreme ones but its true. sum ppl really hate themselves to de pt that dey wan to change everything of themselves to de aspect of their personlity because they tink by changing themselves dey will become more desirable or their life will become problem free or full of happiness. but does it really work dat way? & if its changing 4 de better den mayb its fine but smth dey're changing 4 de worse! & dey dun even noe it or tink sho.

but is smth like loving yourselves too much? i tink everybody has met these kind of ppl once in a while, self centred ppl. now i tink about it, life ish really complicated. you can't don't love yourself because you have to learn to appreciate & treasure yourself b4 other ppl can cherish you; you need to show dem & give dem a reason y dey shld love you & if u yourself can't even love the you who's going to believe you're lovable? but on the other hand, you can't love yourself too much in case you become sho full of urself. sho u have 2 seek moderation. but wat's moderation really? who can define it?

if dere ish a spectrum btw loving one too little and loving one too much, i tink i'll b nearer to de loving one too much side. not because i really love myself de way i m now, dere's plenty of me i would like to change but de thing ish, sumtimes, i tink i'm quite self centred. sho ish it possible you dun love yourself alot but still b self- centred? LOL. i tink i'm tinking too much. i guess de best ish to jus accept ur flaws while attempting to change it and love yourself at a healthy dose.

okies, i wanna end my post here because i'm really hungry & sleepy. + i wan to get back 2 my novels. i lent like 6 fabulous novels from de library last week & i been sho busy i only managed to read like 3? & i still have de angels & demons i borrowed from ph. i noe, it veri slow of mi to read dat bk only now but i had no chance till now. & lastly, i have de devil wears prada novel i jus brought! oh gosh, i can't wait to read it. but i wanna watch de movie 1st or else its no fun watching because i'll already noe de plot! but den again, after watching, i already noe de plot sho y read? but wateva. okies, now i'm a happy gerl. lalala~ LOL.