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addictive
I throw all of your stuff away. I’m gonna clear you out of my head. I tear you out of my heart.
And ignore all your messages. I tell everyone we are through. 'Cause I'm so much better without you.
But it’s just another pretty lie. 'Cause I break down.
Every time you come around. So how did you get here under my skin? I swore that I'd never let you back in.
Should have known better in trying to let you go. 'Cause here we go go go again.
Hard as I try I know I can't quit. Something about you is so addictive.
We're falling together. you'd think that by now I'd know. cause here we go go go again.


Friday, March 17, 2006, 8:29 PM
iras

been a few daes since i last blogged. yah, bout my new job rite? i'm working at iras now, frontline, answering phonecalls from taxpayers lohx.. ph's working dere & she recommended mi n hl. aniwae, de training ish like quite boring, but not dat bad lahx. i seriously missed sch! veri long nv go back le den during de training, cuz dere were like notes all dat, it seem jus like being in a sch lesson.. sch life ish sho much better than working, sho i'm quite looking forward 2 de sch term. =) aniwae, i digressed. de 1st dae, we had 2 intro ourselves, n i realised, de ppl dere were like sho much older than mi lahx! not dat much older but.. alot were either in poly, going to 2nd yr or graduated from jc. a couple of guys even jus finished ns! my god. like got abit of generation gap? alot were 19, 20 like dat. den i overheard tis guy, i dunno wat's his name, he said he was 21! n i had him pegged as like 19 or wat. gosh!


aniwae, todae we FINALLY finished de training. but i quite scared of answering de phones, cuz all de tax info i'm still sho NOT sure! n in de afternoon, we were supposed 2 buddy wif de senior batch, ph dey all lahx. dey supposed 2 demo ans-ing de phones, den teach us all de links, den when we're ready, try taking a few calls. BUT? firstly, de guy hl & mi r attached 2, was out 4 lunch. den sumbody from de ptp department asked us 2 help dem chack wat info. in de end? we checked till it was time 2 knock off work. sho i din get 2 learn anything bout ans-ing calls! wat m i going 2 do on mon? i'm not scared of ans-ing, jus scared of giving de wrong info. although can check while ans-ing phone calls, i dunnoe where 2 look! dat's de biggest prob. guess i can only hope 4 de best huh?


aniwae, had a few qns regarding my last post. i'm sho not toking bout u lohx! overly paranoid! i mus clarify, i'm not saying bout any1 in particular but in GENERAL. sho i'm not like saying a particular sum1 always like, u noe..


i'm gaining more confidence bout my spoken el. waha! cuz i'm practising speaking el wif ph, n my other colleagues. although i din really speak 2 alot of ppl. mayb bout only 2 or 3? but at least a few noe my name lohx! =) nvm, a few more daes ltr. when we all start work, den get 2 noe dem. cus during training, its like quite hard 2 get 2 noe dem, can only speak 2 those near us arhx. i can't possibly walk up 2 dem n say hi den start probing bout their personal particulars rite? lolx!

went out wif hs n rn n yg on tues. went swimming. den rn! sho fan fu wu chang. hs refused 2 go shopping den i asked rn whether she wans swimming or shopping. den she said swimming. ltr, when i was bout 2 board de bus, she said she din wan go le! sho hs n i met up 2 go yishun instead. den rn called again while we were in de bus 2 yishun n said she decided 2 go! ... aniwae, we met her n yg at northpt den walked 2 de swimming complex. den while we swimmed, yg looked after our bag lohx. tink he mus b quite bored bax.. nvm, rn went up regularly 2 pei him. actually ish she wan 2 eat + tok 2 him lahx. tink i dunno.. lolx! dat hs crazy le lohx, make mi swim to & fro de deep pool sho many times. zhen shi de! my arms aching still dun wan let mi off. n i mus say, i'm really waiting 4 u at de side dere horx! not trying 2 cheat or wat kies! still luff luff luff.


aniwae, i'm really tired. had 2 get up early every morning 4 work. but its better than staying at home! however, lucky tml dun nid work! =)