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addictive
I throw all of your stuff away. I’m gonna clear you out of my head. I tear you out of my heart.
And ignore all your messages. I tell everyone we are through. 'Cause I'm so much better without you.
But it’s just another pretty lie. 'Cause I break down.
Every time you come around. So how did you get here under my skin? I swore that I'd never let you back in.
Should have known better in trying to let you go. 'Cause here we go go go again.
Hard as I try I know I can't quit. Something about you is so addictive.
We're falling together. you'd think that by now I'd know. cause here we go go go again.


Sunday, March 05, 2006, 4:04 PM
frenship`

went 2 watch rcy fd com ystd. but din wan 2 go 2 early cuz i TOT rc de com always veri late den start de. sho met up wif rh at 10 den proceeded 2 bendemeer sec where de com was held. who noes? when we reached dere, we were informed nc squad already finished le! wah~ waste my time lohx. but last yr we went super early, we reached dere at like 9 smth? n we waited till 1 smth den de comp start. n its in de hot sun lehx! but wateva. din get 2 c juniors did their drills but heard dat it wasn't 2 gd. oh well. but i saw cedar n dey were superb! =) only deb, von, px, rh n mi went, other than our pass-out-earlier than us seniors. quite surprised 2 c kenneth & junhao dere cuz din expect 2 c dem. only 1 sec 1 junior came 2.

lolx. de 1st para ish sho boring, but i'm not in a mood 4 writing.

frenship doesn't last foreva. although i'm not a believer in foreva, i'm a faithful reader of stories of hopes & happi endings. but recently.. i'm feeling rather left out. it seems like nobody has de time 4 mi anymore. noe i'm being rather selfish by saying tis, cuz every1 ish entitled 2 their own life n i shld b happy dat they r all leading a life which dey enjoyed immensely but.. mayb it's becuz everybody ish going on ahead wif their new lifes n i'm still stuck here, in btw my old n new life. stuck in a rut. stuck in de middle of nowhere. i can feel our dist growing. veri soon, we're prob not gonna b part of each other life anymore, jus sum fren who meet up once in a blue moon. soon, we would prob b relegated 2 sum dusty parts in de brain, a long ago memory. ish tis really wat's gonna happen? make new frens but kip de old. how r u ever going 2 kip de old when both of u dun even try? or when both of u have ur wires crossed? or when 'keeping de old' ish jus an one sided attempt, a futile attempt? 'keeping de old' ish prob not gonna happen den. i MISS de conversations, de laughters, de fun, de gossiping wateva. but other than accepting it n moving on, wat else can one do? i jus hope u all will b happy wif ur new life, i mean it.. =)

meanwhile, i'm spending another dae at home, pondering bout poly. hmm.. wat shld i do on mon?