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addictive
I throw all of your stuff away. I’m gonna clear you out of my head. I tear you out of my heart.
And ignore all your messages. I tell everyone we are through. 'Cause I'm so much better without you.
But it’s just another pretty lie. 'Cause I break down.
Every time you come around. So how did you get here under my skin? I swore that I'd never let you back in.
Should have known better in trying to let you go. 'Cause here we go go go again.
Hard as I try I know I can't quit. Something about you is so addictive.
We're falling together. you'd think that by now I'd know. cause here we go go go again.


Monday, February 20, 2006, 6:40 PM
1st dae w/o work!

yah yah, i finally finished my job! finished as in quitted n got it over n done wif.. actually dat place not bad lahx, considering its in retail. i mean, retails jobs r like sho boring rite? i always find myself looking at my watch n counting de hrs till i'm off.. but wateva. actually i wouldn't mind doing a few daes more since my remaining daes de hrs r like 6 to 10? but den i already said i'll resign n besides, tis gives mi more time 2 rest den find a new job..

i tink i'm a security-seeker.. cuz now, i'm kinda worried i won't find a job? on 1 hand, i feel like resting n not going 2 work le, but on another hand, i kip tinking of de money i nid 2 spend when going poly. n i'm feeling kinda restless now.. stay home actually oso nth much 2 do except slack. i jus borrowed 'wo jiao jin san shun' vcd from hl, actually dat show ish shoing on scv now, but i always miss it.. aniwae, dat's smth 2 occupy my time though i tink i'll prob get bored soon wif watching it.. 1 episode a dae ish more than enuf 4 mi. i have a short attention span! lolx.

n i wanna make sphagetti n smoothies at home, bake cookies, read more storybks, n wat else? hmm, catch up on my weekends! working on weekends ish de pits! feel like finding an office job sho i dun nid 2 work weekends but its next 2 impossible.. guess i jus have 2 c my luck. n i tink i'm gonna rest a week den go find jobs. if dere's no job den oh well. i jus have 2 start saving up n spending less money on de things i wanna buy b4 going poly like a mp3, tees, a bag, n a new hP! SE z520i ish sho cute! actually i saw sum gd job offers on de newspaper, even 1 dat welcomes students but.. i wan 2 rest! n de place ish abit far away 4 my liking. ok, i admit i'm lazy! =)

oh yah, hs's family ish like sho enthu n overly crazy bout watching vcds. when i went her hse on wed, dey were like jus starting 2 watch de 1st few episodes of wo jiao jin san shun? den i asked hl 2 lend mi after hs's family finish watching mahx.. on sun, hs msg mi 2 say dey had already finished watching on fri! alamak~ where got ppl sho over de? sho fast watch finish lohx, n hs still say dey chiong till 3 in de morning.. hello! hs, u got sch lohx. n u sacrifice ur beauty slp jus 2 watch a vcd dat u can watch at any time? i can't believe it! will i ever feel sho passionate bout smth? lolx.

but aniwae, i have 2 say smth i kip telling everybody after i watch de 1st episode on wo jiao jin san shun on scv, de male lead, xuan bin ish SHO HANDSOME!! lolx. 1st time i c korean drama de male lead sho shuai de.. like quan xiang yu, although i like him but he's not de 1 eye c jiu ma shang find him shuai 1. n i dun even tink won bin ish handsome, he's jus quite cute. i tink wo jiao jin san shun ish jus full of shuai guys bcuz rh n hl both told mi got another more handsome guy, daniel smth in de ltr episode. i saw his face in mag b4 but i still tink xuan bin ish better. i guess i'm jus loyal huh? lolx!

my 1st dae o being jobless n i spend it waking up at noon, reading storybks n flipping thru mags den surfing de net. a fruitful dae huh? lolx. hl, pls dun worry kies? jobs sure can find de, u wan do anot only.. =)