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addictive
I throw all of your stuff away. I’m gonna clear you out of my head. I tear you out of my heart.
And ignore all your messages. I tell everyone we are through. 'Cause I'm so much better without you.
But it’s just another pretty lie. 'Cause I break down.
Every time you come around. So how did you get here under my skin? I swore that I'd never let you back in.
Should have known better in trying to let you go. 'Cause here we go go go again.
Hard as I try I know I can't quit. Something about you is so addictive.
We're falling together. you'd think that by now I'd know. cause here we go go go again.


Sunday, November 07, 2004, 10:05 PM
nEos~

actually todae nth much 2 blog lahx.. cuz din do much.. woke up at only 12.. hehex~ by de telephone summore.. haiz~ any holidae mood all killed by de remedial lessons.. dunnoe how 2 get thru another week.. probably by end of remedial will still feel like sch mood den won't go out much.. really wanna go out lehx.. but if go out will feel guilty nehx' cuz my results sho poor.. if go remedial still can convince myself i'm trying 2 improve my grades.. but if go out.. haiz~ how did my grades dropped sho dramatically? i really dunnoe wat 2 do lohx.. in sec 1 & 2, i really dun understand y ppl would cry over grades or how dey could fail in a sub which i felt was quite easy & in de end passed wif flying colours.. now den i noe.. instead of getting straight A's like i do in lower sec, i'm getting probably juz 1 or 2 A's wif a lot of B & a couple of C.. even failed 1 sub arhx.. i tink ish cuz i suddenly lost interest in studying lohx.. i dun feel like going 2 lessons, to study, to revise.. i'm not hardworking le lohx.. but it's not cuz pride went 2 my head.. it's cuz i turned lazy & playful.. haiz~ i really wan work hard & get gd grades next yr.. pass well in my O's.. even if i dun feel like going 2 jc, i juz wanna prove 2 everybody dat i can do it.. but i dunnoe whether i have de self-discipline or determination 2 carry it out.. talk is always much easier than actually doing it.. & i dunnoe whether i can do it.. but i really wan 2.. haiz~ jiu let my desire b a sort of motivation 2 push mi forward.. & now dunnoe whether shld drop a-maths.. life ish a tangle of troubles.. but wat's life without any prob? trying to cheer myself up.. kekex~ juz now went have dinner & take neo-prints wif my family.. veri nice lehx! hehex~ but din have enuf time 2 deco sho quite plain.. & de prints missing my sis face cuz she din go out wif us.. but still like it, if can, mi try 2 upload onto my com.. haha~ okie le, need go do sum hw.. taTa~ signing off..